Question: For what purpose do I need this experience? God, why?
Genuinely, I don’t understand this unwanted attention… I’ve been on the right path. Doing the right thing. Rewards pushed me do to more of the good… And even my hesitant friend, Happiness, become a more steady companion. So, where is this coming from? From what evil place? Why attack my Spirit. Why? What drives them? Does it bring a certain twisted pleasure? Does it make them feel more satisfied in their own life? … Because, why would anyone want to hurt another this way? Lies. Gossip. If there was a drop of truth in these ugly words, then I know I would swallow their bitterness; I would take it. But hell, not now! Not this time! I refuse. Karma is an active force, and jealousy is a dangerous emotion… Though, I wish nothing, but the best, to those who speak against me; I know their empty lives is the reason for envy… I have something they Don’t… My very own creation- quite beautiful and very amazing life… And not to mention, a solid group of loyal friends, who love me just the way I am.
Answer: This might be another of those preparations for something bigger. God, I hope so.