You stand in the middle of the ocean looking ahead, and all you see is calm water. The horizon is in the far distance, stretching across the low sky. You stand and you look. You’re thinking about you, and others, and an answer to the question- why? The answer does not come. It does not land on your shoulder. It whispers nothing. The air is tender and quiet… You begin to feel connected to life; the ocean, the sky and the sun. You feel this greatness; a link to nature. But you do not feel the same connection to people. You stand there, and you feel the unnatural twists of human deception, and how it effect you… You don’t belong. You don’t have a place in that world… The only thing to do is to jump. Let the waves take you away, floating to some other land… You don’t want to stay. You don’t want to be seen or thought about in any particular way. Perfect or imperfect. You’re a human. A simple thing, really…. A living organism, who breaths and walks, and dances. You want only one thing- To be in a beautiful world, and live a beautiful life. You know your nature- you’re positive and hopeful. You love. Mostly you love… However, you no longer feel it here, in this reality….
You continue to stand in the middle of the vast waters where no one speaks. You are alone in the quiet. Your own little unique space. You can only hear the beating of your own swelling heart. You can hear your own gentle breath. You know you are alive. But you don’t want to be; not like this… And then, you ask for help. You reach to the only source that you know will listen. You pray. Slowly the healing energy trickles within each tiny atom of your physical form. You are God’s child. You know that He will make it better. You trust. You believe. You hope… And you ask yourself again- Who are you? Who are you? Who … Are…. You? You know the answer. Clearly you know yourself well… And you begin to see the patterns, and parts of yourself that you don’t like to face. The mirror is at its brightest now. It hurts to see so much of your own darker sides. You want to change. You know what needs to be done. So, you let go. Let go…. Release the pain. Let go… Release the sadness. Let go…. Release the past. Let go… Release the chains of judgment…. And Breathe. Breathe in -the sun and air. Breathe in- the water and earth. Breathe in- the sky and stars. You’re filled with everything now, which you already were… Your trueness. Your home. Your soul. It’s a beautiful one. You know it is. You know it is beautiful. You are beautiful. You know it! Don’t cry. Don’t cry… Oh, don’t cry. You know it! You know it’s true. Don’t cry. You know it… Don’t give up. You’ll make it through. Don’t cry. Don’t cry, my love. Don’t cry. You’ll be just fine.
Yours Truly,
– When you close your eyes, and your soul sings out the sorrow.