It took some time. To find a way. A long way home.
There is a lovely quote. It changed the way I define life. – “The two most important days in your life are the day you were born and the day you figure out why.” – Mark Twain.
I figured out my “why.” Knowing my purpose, my reason and my dreams. Knowing they are real and they are possible, creates a dance of joy inside my heart. It’s quite unique. For there is a sense that everything around me is happening, like a dance to a song to which I play. Thus, I am the music, and life is the dance… It will dance just as well as I want it. And I can lead it in anyway I desire. I am not bound or imprisoned. I am very much free and unlimited. My choices are based on what makes me feel good and right. If I want to pack up and move to Australia with my husband and child, I can. No questions asked. However, it simply isn’t for me. For, I want to be exactly where I am, doing exactly what I am doing. It is plentiful and generous. It is enough.
I welcome the changes. Those that will enrich my existence. I welcomed new journeys of discovery. It won’t be perfect. And it won’t be always so sweet. But it is perfect for me. Just the way it is.
I am home.