Seeking new identity. New name. New home… When spirit enters the body and speaks, one listens. “What would you like me to know? Oh, Dear Masculine, why are you in so much pain? What do you need from me? What can I do to heal? What is the pain in my neck? My shoulder? My back? My glut? My arm and thigh?” The right side of my body is weakened and in pain. “Oh Masculine, What would you like me to know?”
Sunday, November 3rd at around 11 in the morning I received my answer. It was a beautiful opening… in trance I went back to that place. I asked my spirit guides to come and when they did, clarity entered like a winded vale. What I asked my masculine to let me know, He answered- I have to ask L the question. One must die, so the other can live. Which one? Which one will it be, so I can live!