A permanent shadow of sadness is larking behind. And I know it will never be the same. We walk and we talk… A smile emerges, but it is of happiness? The house is different. The family is changed forever. A quiet hole sucking it all out.…
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I’m a blank mind. Can’t think straight. I want to be happy. I want to enjoy this special time… My daughter is so excited about the baby and I want to be excited with her… But I’m overwhelmed. I’m devastated. …
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I chose to stay home today. It was a good decision. I slept. I dreamt. I ate, slept and dreamt some more. I traveled with music. To places… Emotion-land. The views were spectacular. Yours Truly, – For my Health
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She must have some special link. From the time she was very young…. Seeing my mother in the middle of the night in her room… Wishing upon every falling star and birthday candle for a baby brother or sister… Knowing one is already growing……
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It took some time. To find a way. A long way home. There is a lovely quote. It changed the way I define life. – “The two most important days in your life are the day you were born and the day you…
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A tiny little thing. Rapid heart beat. Breathtaking. A body in my body. One unit. First sweet home. A tiny little thing. Safely tucked inside. Blooming life. Miracle.
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I am in a state of peace. A peace trance. Calmness. I rest midday. I don’t mind being lazy and taking it slow. This is not like me, for every little free time I use to have was quickly occupied with some activity.…
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My daughter continues to amaze me. Her insight is brilliant and quite surprising. She’s my girl and my biggest teacher… A few weeks ago, while driving home from a friend’s house… “Mama, I have something to tell you, but you can’t tell…
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