I truly believe that every person is in our life for a reason. It could be an aquentance, a short conversation with a stranger, or the obvious friends, who create an interesting experience. And I find that, even in my job I meet souls who fill…
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Both writing and painting have become friendly companions on soulful days. If I were asked to choose which one I prefer; I wouldn’t be able to decide. There is no first or second place winner. They’re both equally important, yet have very different personalities.…
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There are moments in life when everything stops, and a wave of terrifying possibilities flood your mind… Yesterday, my daughter and I were playing in her room. She accidently jumped off the bed and landed on her back, hitting her head. For…
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I’m not ashamed to cry. Tears can be a good thing. But when it happens too often, too long, one realizes it’s a problem. In the recent years I’ve cried too many times. It helps sometimes to let it all out. But…
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Some say I’ve changed. I am not the fun, energetic, outgoing person I use to be. I’ve even heard that I have mood swings. No shit, I’m a woman, like every woman! But, is this who I am now? Moody, serious? No way!…
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This morning, a small white pillow feather lay on the bedroom floor. My daughter picked it up and gave it to me. She said, “Mommy, this is for you. I know why you like feathers.” I asked, “Really? Why?” She replied, “Because…
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Once in a while this sadness covers my soul. It’s not like the other unwelcomed emotions because those are like little children throwing a tantrum. They can be easily ignored, quieted and put to sleep. Though they’re whiny, and kind of crazy, I…
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Some of life’s biggest lessons can be taught by our children. I was having a conversation with my daughter about proper behavior, and she replied, “But it’s really hard to be good.” I stressed that it’s still important to try our best, to be…
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What are dreams exactly made of? Imagination, real life apprehension, subconscious mind, spiritual domain? I can’t get last night’s dream out of my head. It was bazaar and strange, at the same time, very peaceful. Fantasy world; the sun shining brightly onto a…
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Sleeping is good. Dreams are interesting. The ocean, sunsets and sky are the setting of most recent nocturnal visions. Peaceful and complicated stories. A life that awaits, briefly interrupted by someone or something. Not a great hindrance, but present enough to slightly change the dream’s…
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Tuesday, December 3, 1996 in the evening hour, darkness swallowed me whole…unexplainable emotions. I don’t remember much, except tears, and a long drive home. I was with my brother and I asked him, “what do we do now?” He didn’t answer. I…
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