Expressing truth with words can be a beautiful way to tell someone how one feels. Love or hurt. Both are important truths… Undeniably something somewhere still lives and breaths, a living organism on its own terms. Though what I feel…
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When all the hard emotions leave… and softness returns. One thing I know. My love is not of attachment. My love just is. Love. Not defined by space or time… If my love is true love, then I wish nothing…
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The moons in me come and go. The night sky friend sits low. A mid winter night talk… Life is a magnificent mystery… and then there are the things that make deep black…
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There is a story, that begs to be written. It makes me so extremely happy to learn yet of another fantastic synchronicity in my life. Three is my number. Everyone who knows me well, knows that’s my “lucky” number. Since I…
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Why don’t you hate me, so I can hate you? Why don’t you get angry at me, so I can be angry at you? Why don’t you forget, so I can forget too? Why don’t you silence your mind, so…
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Here is to a New Year! Though the idea of waiting until a new year to start a new chapter is kind of silly to me. Because why does it have to be with a new year? We can start over on…
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Pushing boundaries. Break through them or get broken by them. Either way, scars are inevitable. Yours Truly, Force.
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It makes me angry. All of it. I’m pissed about why it’s happening. There are days that I’m focused and grateful and ready and hopeful. There are days that I’m content with the “verdict” as my dad calls it. Sometimes…
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Yesterday my dad and I went to the cemetery. We cleaned the tombstone. Potted a few flowers. Lit a candle. As we stood there for a few minutes praying, the empty plaque next to my mother’s engraved one was another…
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I did something today that was very very difficult to do. I was anxious. I was nervous… For years it was good and it was fulfilling. But after much thought, I just had to. I had to let it go.…
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