Happy Birthday to me! 39 feels pretty sweet. The decade is coming to an end, and the Big 40 is just around the corner. I wish to celebrate it in some memorable way. For me, it’s not about just some milestone, it’s about making it thus far. Landing into my wholesome self and feeling the vibration of every living cell in my body. I’m alive! Yes! I’m still alive, breathing God’s blessings deeply into my lungs… Feeling the Divinity in each heartbeat. To be here today, as I am, is a blessing in itself. My mother was 40 years old when she transitions, and so I wish to honor her life as well as mine. It’s important.
This year of 39 is special. It’s my birthday numbers, month and day. And I just know, it’s going to be the period of graceful shift. It’s time to allow love to fully bloom. It’s time to open up and let the sacred glitter light up my soul. Immerse my heart into the life that I deserve, the happiness I long for. The love I desire. The connection I search for. All will fall into place. And I will become, what I prayed for. My dreams of dancing in the air, free and lightweight, are a testament of that. There is nothing that controls my choices and destiny. No culture, or traditions. DNA imprints, parents, marriage, relationships, or past shackles. Ewa can do, what Ewa wants to. It’s my given life. My birthright. True freedom. Oh yes. It’s time.
Birthday fact. I was two plus weeks overdue. I came into this world at 10 lbs., head full of dark thick hair. The largest kid in the neighborhood. The trend continued, though my hair got lighter, ha!… From my calculations I should have been here sometime in August. Makes perfect sense to me, as Leo characteristics irrevocably shine through. And then, I had another chance. August 19th of this year, I birthed a new life, a new beginning, a new Me. Clarity of true self. Purest of all truths. Gifts of the Divine. Reality of which we should seek and live by.
I am forever grateful for the journey that brought me here. I always believed there is more out there. But the outer world only reflects the inner. Now, I clearly see. Now, when I look back at the road that began seven years ago, I embrace how the universe so slowly and precisely weaved its thread. The tapestry of experiences to call my own life. And, so I come anew to be reminded- I am loved. I am loved. I am so deeply loved.
Truly Yours,
Birth days.