Fear and sadness might be a different animal but they do come from the same family. Fear breeds sadness; sadness breeds fear. This fear is not of terror, anxiety or paranoia; it’s a feeling of having no command of your life’s outcome, and simultaneously knowing…
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The stories I share are all true experiences, and even my fiction has some truth in it. I’ve come to understand myself better by examining the past, not to dwell on it, but just to examine it. It’s a learning tool,…
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It’s a gorgeous Friday morning. The air is crisp and clean. The sunrays pierce through the tall trees. It’s going to be a great day. I press play, and take it nice and easy on the road. As I listen…
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Am I a walking contradiction? I finish writing an entry; I’m lighter and satisfied, like I’ve set the thought free, like it’s my last one for a long time. I don’t have anything more to say and all subjects are covered. So,…
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Life is good. I have eight days until this so called “Jesus year” will come to an end. It’s been a transforming twelve months. Physically, I haven’t never been healthier and more fit. Mentally, I have reached a more peaceful state,…
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Today was an unsettling day. I wrote, then deleted. I thought, then forced it to stop. Emotionally I was having a difficult time. Those unwelcomed visitors came pounding on my heart, again. They tried to invade my good spirit, and it made…
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My daughter, a big soul in a little body. She has her own mind with her own perspective. I love it when she says, “Mommy, I have an idea…” She’ll explain her vision in most interesting way. I listen, for…
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There is a vague space in me. A space between the past and the present. Somewhere in the back, in the memoire of my past experiences I remember something of great importance, yet I have forgotten the intense feelings which…
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While contemplating, and chewing on the realities of my life, I realized that road blocks and stop signs are all warnings placed to wake us up. Realities shook me up. Realities are happening now. Realities are the truth. Realities destroy dreams…
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